Archive for November, 2009
something else…
Sometimes I don’t want to write about something everybody has heard a thousand times… sometimes I don’t want people to look at my entries and say “Oh… there’s another thing James wrote…” Sometimes I feel like it’s my responsibility to get everyones attention and draw it to the one who created to them and have them stand in awe in His presence. I don’t know all of my motives… personal pride, passion for God, lack of contentness(is that a word?), desire to please God, desire to impress people, desire to impress myself… whatever the reason, however deep rooted it is and whatever the effects are…
It doesn’t change the fact that sometimes I just want to write something else.
:-\
Life throws you curve balls… some blessings have really good disguises… and sometimes bad things disquise themself as a blessing… sometimes people run for a long time… sometimes people are in jail and you visit them. Sometimes you get really frustrated with people… sometimes you get really frustrated with yourself.
Sometimes you just want everything to be something else.
-James’
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