James Harmer

Man, I’m so good at making myself look cooler than I actually am.

My name is James C. Harmer, I grew up in Black River, New York and attended Black River Elementary School from K-5. I then “graduated” to middle school and for about two years I went to Carthage Middle School. At the end of my seventh grade year I moved to DeKalb, NY. I graduated from Hermon DeKalb Central School(a tiny K-12 with about 300 students), and attended Canton ATC for one year before being medically withdrawn because of my seizures, but now I’m interning for a very well paying job with web maintanence/managing peoples accounts. God has taken away some of the things that I want to do… it made me sad at first, but now I’m realizing that I never really surrendered these things to Him, and His ways are higher than mine… So I will accept the change. To be honest, most of the changes I opposed at first, are really turning out for the best.

I didn’t fit in most of my life and due to that I hated most people in life. I was also quite deppressed by the time I got into my teenage years and willing to try anything to relieve the pain. Fortunately I didn’t have many opportunities to try much(thank God for annoyingly protective parents), and the friends I had who turned to Drugs, Sex, Alchohol and Cutting were enough of an example to show me that the illusion of satisfaction it created… or rather, emulated was not worth it. Then in 2001 I fell in love with Jesus and found LIFE and TRUTH, some of my friends think I’m crazy but that’s ok… maybe I am?

In the last several years I have seen alot, alot that made me think, alot that made me appreciate what I have. I have come to the conclusion that one big thing that holds people back from Jesus is all these questions that they have like “Why did my father/mother leave me?” “Why was I sexually abused?” or “Why was life so hard on me?”. Overall it seems to be a question about why God let something happen, or didn’t stop someone from doing something that hurt someone else. The truth is, the answers are many times very obvious, but knowing them won’t help a thing. Knowing the answers doesn’t take the pain away, knowing Christ does. Stop searching for answers, start searching for healing, the kind only Christ offers(and can actually deliver).

I also run a recording studio called Klarity Audio(Only recently have I actually been able to actually call it a real recording studio) out of my room, that is where all of the recordings on this site were made. I do production, recording, mixing and mastering all in one. And I’m really interested in trying some Graphic Design stuff, but I’m really new at that.

If you want to know anymore, then you’re probably some freaky stalker or something. But that’s ok, because I don’t mind freaky stalker people at all… in fact, you really intrigue me. So if you want to know more, just ask me. Comment Publicly or E-mail me.

-James’

Some things you may or may not care to know about me:

Interests:

• Music
• Art
• Theology
• Debate
• Philosophy

Music:

• NumberOne Gun
• Pax217
• Isiaih Six
• JuliaMarie
• Dannielle Harmer(My sister)
• Falling Up
• MxPx
• Angels & Airwaves
• Sanctus Real
• Jars of Clay
• Matt Redman
• Jason Upton
• Darrel Evans
• Kent Henry
• John Reuben
• KJ-52
• Creatove artists… I like them

Movies:

• Woman thou Art Loosed
• Cool Runnings
• Napoleon Dynamite
• Passion of the Christ
• Thr3e
• Tilly
• Extreme Days
• Men in Black
• Ace Ventura Movies(not really anymore though)
• Love Comes Softly/Loves Enduring Promise series(I like Love Stories… I watch them with my mom)
• Wild Wild West
• Lord of the Rings
• The Visitation
• House(coming soon, but if it’s anything like the book… I’ll love it)

TV:

• Full House(I love those old shows)
• Reba
• Mr. Meaty
• Ed, Edd & Eddy
• Johnny Bravo
• TVU Music Television
• T.D. Jakes
• Invader Zim
• How it’s made
• Myth Busters
• The Grimm adventures of Billy and Mandy
• Any Debate Show
• Really not much at all.. but when I watch, those are the shows I look for.

Strange Traits/Interests/Habbits:

• Walking around on checkered floors and only stepping on the black squares
• Running up the stairs really fast when I get half way up and it’s really dark
• The Fear of Clowns
• I think all the time… and rarely talk, but when I do it’s for a long time. Most people I don’t actually speak to, but when I get around someone that I really can relate to, I can talk for hours.
• I notice people in ways most don’t. If you walk into a room I notice you and observe you closely to try to figure out what you’re like. I study your expresions, make observations about the way you carry yourself and interact with people, listen, occasionally make assumptions, but rarely speak to anyone about them, or the individual(you). And when and if I do talk to the individual I feel like I already know them and find that the observations made were infact correct. I am just constantly making observations about everything in my environment. I don’t know why, and sorry if it makes you uncomfortable, but I am very fascinated with knowing and understanding people.

I guess you can comment on it… what do you think about me? I would like to know if you are comfortable telling me. Be annonymous if you want. By the way, isn’t this smiley amazing? It’s my favorite on in the world.

It just stares at you, and blinks. Stare at him for ten seconds and honestly tell me you didn’t laugh.

-James’